A True Story
The Sadist gains pleasure from inflicting pain & humiliation. Sexually
speaking, it is not a pain that damages or truly harms another. That would be
an extreme perversion of the Sadistic. Nevertheless, the Sexual Sadist enjoys
extreme pleasure in the mastering and domination of another.
The Masochist finds pleasure in receiving pain and humiliation. A sexual
masochist feels a sense of release and enthrallment that he/she willingly
submits to pain and humiliation for another.
It took me a while to realize that I was a sexual masochist. My wife is not
very sadistic sexually, so I have had to learn to develop this within her by
letting her experience the pleasure in it.
We began by role-playing for one another. We would have vanilla sex mixed with
romance and emotion - her favorite. Then, she would play the role of the
Domina and me the slave - at my request. I would provide her with a few
stories that would help her see a Dominatrix in action and let her know what
ideas from the story she was free to use. She became pretty good at this. I
had the joy of seeing her in her black, shiny leather, braless corset, along
with black stockings or crotch-less hose, a luscious pair of red or black high
heel pumps, black lace gloves, and one of my belts in hand! She looks awesome
in this clothing! I gained great pleasure falling to my knees and kissing her
feet, eating her pussy, and burying my face into her ass, all at her command.
Slowly we progressed with these scenes and the pleasure increased, first for
me, then later for her.
On one occasion I was on my back on the floor and she was sitting on her
throne chair, while I kissed and massaged her feet - one was near my crotch,
the other at my lips. My throbbing cock began dripping pre-cum onto her hose
covered feet and I apologized and asked her she wanted me to clean it off with
my tongue. Yes! That was a beautiful scene and I have enjoyed it hundreds of
times since. Cumming on her feet and licking it off became the ultimate for
me. It still is one of the great thrills to experience.
Knowing she had a thing for men's bodies, I began purchasing Playgirl for her
when we would role-play. Somehow, over the course of time, I worked a
vibrating dildo into our Dom/sub scenarios (how I introduced that to my, at
the time, vanilla wife, I do not remember!). She began fantasizing about
ex-boyfriends and we worked that in. The day I became a cuckold is etched in
my brain. During a domination session, she was humping on the dildo as I
massaged her feet and she slid it inside her wet pussy. She began humping
faster and faster and came with reckless abandon. Watching her do that was
very exciting, but then I asked her if she fantasized during her orgasm. Her
reply sent me into orbit. She said that she was fooling around with one of her
ex-boyfriends while I watched, and then he slid his cock into her - not part
of the plan. But, neither could resist and they both went wild. In her
fantasy, he came inside her, without protection, and caused her to erupt into
one of the hottest orgasms of her life! The excitement for me was
indescribable. It was overwhelming. I was on my knees stroking myself, while
she sat on our couch, legs crossed, making me kiss her feet as she told me
this. I asked if I could cum on her foot imagining her with her boyfriend and
she permitted it. I exploded like never before. The first few spurts must have
shot 4-5 feet past her foot and the next few onto her upper leg, almost all of
it missing her precious foot that I loved to clean. Without knowing it, or
having ever heard the term, that was the day I became a Cuckold.
This event took place six or seven years ago. Since then, my masochistic
passion has been her having sex with other men. She added another twist to my
desires when, on one occasion, she held out the dildo to me, with me on my
knees before her, and said, "suck my boyfriend's cock, slave!" I did
so with great gusto. The humiliation sent chills across my body. She has told
me how watching a man suck another man is a big turn on to her and she often
fantasizes about it. On several occasions I have given her fantasies in which
I would suck my friends cocks in high school.
My dreams came true almost two years ago when she told me of a man in her
office building (she works for a large law firm), from different firm, had
begun flirting with her. He was younger, in his mid 20's,good looking, but
also married (evidently, like many married men, not getting the excitement he
needed). We were in our late 30's. She was good at joking and flirting with
men - that was one of her most attractive features that spurred my interest in
her - beyond her physical beauty which is exceptional. It used to get me very
upset when I would see this aspect of hers manifested toward other men, but
now I am a changed man. Most, but not all, of my sexual pleasure is wrapped up
in being the cuckold.
She liked it when he would see her in the elevator or hall and say, "hey
beautiful!" And, he was fairly funny - a trait she loves in a man. Soon
her sexual fantasies involved him, as did my own! I began feeding her
fantasies about her and him, while I watched. This had become standard fair
with faceless men or ex-boyfriends in the past. We would lay in bed and I
would massage her clit to orgasm, either giving her a fantasy or letting her
go on her own. Then, I would listen to her fantasy and she would watch me
stroke myself. She loves to see me masturbate (something I am grateful for -
it too is a somewhat humiliating and enjoyable pleasure). Now I was focusing
in, though not obsessing, on her and her new friend. I would egg her on during
these scenes. When I knew she was turned on, I would say things like,
"Don't you wish he was right here in the room with us? Wouldn't you like
to stroke his long, hard cock for him? What would you do if he were here right
now, wanting to take you?" And I would watch in total ecstasy as she
would cum wildly, fantasizing about him.
Soon she knew I would willingly submit to her having sex with him. The issue
was whether she wanted to go through with it. Then, one Friday afternoon, in
which I was at home, she called and told me to "be prepared to be
dominated" that evening. She wanted the house cleaned, me showered and
prepared to submit totally to her desire. "You are mine and I own you,
and anything I desire is your desire! Understand, slave boy?" She said.
"Yes, Mistress" I responded with riveting excitement. I wasn't
thinking about any particular scenario - just her domination. The thrill of it
was in part b/c usually I was the instigator of our Dom/sub scenarios, asking
her to dominate me on a particular evening.
I was wearing a pair of tight fitting, gray shorts (her favorite) when she
walked in. I was already hard and dripping pre-cum. She had me sit in the
living room while she showered and changed into a very sexy outfit: She walked
out in a pair of black, crotch-less hose (the crotch was "home-made"
and rather wide, but still tasteful), her black lace, half-cup bra, red high
heel pumps, and a very sheer, see-through white blouse. She also wore a black
choker that added to the fire emanating from her body. She looked stunning;
both dominant and slutty at the same time. A perfect look for what would take
place.
She had me on my knees, kissing her feet, feeding me ideas related to her
dominance and making me give my every thought and desire into her hands. Then
her cell phone rang. She uncharacteristically answered it and went into
another room then returned. She had me sit in a chair, not permitting me to
move. Seconds later, a knock came at the door and into our living room walked
an athletic looking young man dressed in a nice suit. I was stunned, and she
quickly introduced him as the man who had been flirting with her. She quickly
told me the set up. His wife was out of town for the weekend and he was going
to spend the evening with us!
"Stroke yourself, slave, and watch and enjoy, but do not cum!" She
said as she began to kiss him. Soon they were on the couch, making out and he
was fondling her hot body. She was moaning; they both were, actually. It was
like watching two horny teens on a first date. They were hot and passionate
and loosing control quickly! Waves of chill bumps rolled across my body as I
watched their hands roam each other's bodies and saw my own wife taking her
shirt and bra off for another man! Seeing him fondle her breasts and seeing
her protruding nipples (a sign she was truly turned on) drove me wild. Each
new step in his knowledge of her gave me a new thrill. He touched her pussy
and I moaned out loud! Adding to the thrill were the words they used on each
other. Telling one another how hot the other was and how badly they wanted one
another. "Make me your slut!" She said and he took control of her in
a way I never have, and probably never will!
She pulled his cock out. She knew I was dying to see it, as was she. Another
"pleasure chill" flowed through my body as I saw he was larger than
me (at least an inch longer, if not more, and slightly thicker). Seeing her
lose control of her desire for his cock was incredible. She got on her knees
and kissed the base of his shaft and balls - she was completely humbled before
him. I've never seen her so hot and "slutty." She was truly his sex
toy. Soon she was back up kissing him and he was fingering her pussy, noting
aloud how wet she was! She whispered in his ear and then asked him, "are
you sure?" He said, "yes, it's a turn on, I have no problem with
it." What were they talking about? I thought.
Then, she called me over. On my knees I walked and she had me kneel in front
of him. "Kiss his cock, slave. Kiss it like a good slave. You're a slave
for his cock as well as for me, understand? Kiss it like you love it! Make out
with it passionately - show me what you know I want to see, slave!" She
demanded. It wasn't difficult. I was so turned on by the scene and her words
that I quickly and passionately obeyed. She seemed pleased and soon gave
another order. "Suck him! Take his cock into your mouth. Make your mouth
a pussy for his cock! We're going to call you 'cockslut' from now on,
okay?" She dictated to me. I agreed of course.
I kissed and sucked his cock and thrust my mouth as far as possible on him,
his head smashing against the back of my throat. I looked up at them watching
me and making out. My head thrust up and down on his cock as they kissed and
he massaged her pussy. Finally he was close to cumming and had me pull off.
She laid on the floor on her back and spread her legs. I was submitted to
opening her lips for his cock and helping him inside her - an intense thrill!
Then I backed away and watched as their lovemaking intensified. They kissed
like lovers and she came very quickly to his thrusting cock. She talked of how
awesome it was to be filled by him, how badly she loved his cock inside her. I
was going crazy with desire! It wasn't long before he came in her and she had
a second orgasm, this time in unison with his. I watched as they came together
in reckless abandon. This was it, the ultimate masochistic thrill. So
enthralled with desire for her, so willing to endure humiliation for her, that
this turned my humiliation into the ultimate pleasure thrill!
The thoughts were overwhelming! Another man was having his fill with my wife.
He was receiving his pleasure from her and filling her with his manhood and
cum. More than that, he was penetrating her deeper than I ever have or would!
She received him not just willingly, but with great desire and gave her
passion to him completely. When they finally separated their embrace, she told
me that the only way I would taste her pussy was by licking his cock clean of
her juices and so I did, licking and sucking his cock. It wasn't long before
he was growing again. He said he had to be home b/c his wife would be calling
but that he wanted to get off again. My wife was a bit worn from the fucking,
so she began giving him a foot job with her sexy feet and stockings.
Before long he was close to cumming again and she told me to help. She had one
foot under the head of his cock, resting on his stomach, and the other rubbing
the under side. She had me lightly work my fingers in and stroke him, while he
reached over to touch her pussy and breasts as she lay on her back. He erupted
onto her foot and thick white cum poured out. I hadn't seen that much cum exit
a man in many years - not since I was in my early 20's. Her black stocking
foot was covered in his cum and she held it up to me. "Lick it off slave!
Let us see you lick his hot, delicious cum from my sexy foot. You know you
want it!" I did and I did! It was hot and the taste was really not that
bad - I had tasted mine on occasion and didn't mind it. It was truly the
"icing on the cake" for me! I even described it as that for both of
them, and now she uses that phrase all the time with me - "you want some
'icing on your cake?'" She'll say, both of us knowing what she's
referring to. When she asks that, I know also, that she wants to invite her
new "boyfriend" over.
He remains married and we've had 4 other occasions together, since. Each time
he arrives, I bow on my knees in the presence of both of them and kiss his
cock and thank him for being a superior lover for my wife. All three of us
take great pleasure in that ritual, all for different reasons and it is the
ideal start to an evening of total erotic pleasure. Another thrill occurred on
his 2nd visit. My wife has never allowed me to cum in her mouth, nor has she
had or swallowed cum. But, he wanted her to suck him off and let him cum in
her mouth and she did it. She knelt before him and actually had me help her -
we took turns sucking him and kissing one another as his cock slid between our
lips. It was incredibly erotic. We were telling each other that we loved one
another and that we loved his cock as well! Since I was by far the more
experienced cock "stroker" between my wife and I, she had me stroke
him off with her mouth licking and embracing the head of his cock.
Slowly he began saying, "yes ... yes ..." and it was close. When he
told us he was cumming, she opened her mouth wide and let her tongue rest
under his cock. He spurt huge gobs onto her tongue and into the back of her
throat and on her lips. His body was jerking and I had a hard time holding his
cock on her tongue. It was wild feeling another man's cock erupt with my hand
on it! And seeing him shoot his love juice into my own wife's mouth was enough
that I had to do all I could to keep from cumming myself! She held it on her
tongue then closed her mouth and swallowed with a long, "mmmmmmmmhhh."
Unbelievable! She told me that she didn't want to let another man cum in her
mouth, except for him - including me. That would be his special treat for
being such a good lover!
These occasions together are not all that our sex life is about, but they are
clearly the most powerful. My wife and I will often re-live each occasion over
and over for several weeks afterward. It is the ideal arrangement. She has her
"lover" that she can enjoy at her pleasure, he has a woman and man
who can give him thrills his wife is not up to yet, and she willingly and
generously fulfills my masochistic desires. A perfect threesome match up!